Sunday

On leading a Double Life, in a Double Entendre`




Screaming at me, all on fire.
Liar, Liar, Liar
I buried you, with my desire.
Liar, Liar, Liar
I buried you so far below.
Liar, Liar, Liar
I hate to see you go.



It occurred to me all at once, that the price we pay for our indiscretions are not monetary. No. This life, through a looking glass has a value greater than gold. Something that we take for granted and let sieve through our fingers like so many promises.


What if there were times where I could see these truths?

What would you say to that, my Lovely Foe?

Why is it that I find myself calling you by that moniker rather than to give your true name?


Perhaps like my own, personal, demon, you would usher forth and become a reality and break me into a thousand shards, if I spoke it. Corrupted Mirror. Your so called sin's upon me like puddles on a dark street. Where I see you in the reflection and I am the depth of their water. I see you and your little, white, lies. Come, my own demon. My old friend.

Go away.
Don't leave me.
Stop following me.
I need you.
Don't look at me.